Islam Ibrahim has no idea if his older brother Nasim was one of the Republican Guardsmen shooting at him when he and hundreds of other Egyptians were wounded and more than 50 killed.
The brothers, who moved together to Cairo from a village near the Suez canal, stayed close until last week, when the army in which Nasim serves toppled the president that Islam has vowed to defend.
“I don’t know if he was there with them or not,” said Islam, 24, with a bandage from a gunshot on his knee and an open wound from birdshot on his shoulder.
“I don’t like to think about it. If he was, I know he wouldn’t fire on unarmed demonstrators,” he said. He sat on a plastic chair behind the stage at the camp near a Cairo mosque where thousands of supporters of the deposed president, Mohamed Mursi, say they will keep a protest vigil until he is restored.
The overthrow of Mursi, Egypt’s first democratically elected president, has split the country like no other event in memory, dividing brothers from brothers, fathers from daughters and husbands from wives.
Two days after the army ousted Mursi following escalating street protests against his rule, Islam called his brother to invite him to a pro-Mursi rally.
“He said I should be at home celebrating and that the army had saved the country from chaos,” recalled Islam. The brother shave not spoken since.
A few days later, Islam was among protesters outside the headquarters of his brother’s Republican Guard when they were fired upon in one of the deadliest incidents in more than two years of political unrest.
“I was still praying when I heard the gunfire. I was 300metres away from the soldiers. They were shooting teargas over our heads,” said Islam, wearing a tracksuit and red flip-flops, clutching a walking cane in one hand and a Quran in a brown leather case in the other.
“I heard bullets flying in all directions. Everyone was running left and right. Some of my friends were throwing rocks at the soldiers. We made a shield out of steel traffic barriers, but my leg was sticking out and a bullet struck me in the knee.
“My friend helped me stop the bleeding with his shirt. As I was running back another bullet hit me in the shoulder.”
The army says the violence was provoked by terrorists who attacked its troops. The Brotherhood says its supporters were fired upon while peacefully praying. Footage circulated widely on the Internet shows uniformed snipers firing from rooftops.
The Ibrahim brothers moved to Cairo three years ago. Nasim, already a soldier, was sent to the capital to serve in the Republican Guard; Islam, a young follower of the Muslim Brotherhood, found a job teaching Arabic at a mosque.
Their father, head of a tourism company, had been a member of the Brotherhood in the 1980s and 90s who quit after he was arrested and tortured by the secret police under autocrat Hosni Mubarak.
Islam joined the Brotherhood at 18 after he heard a sermon from a preacher from Alexandria. He revealed his membership to his father, but kept it from his mother so she would not worry about him.
The Ibrahim brothers’ politics overlapped during the 2011revolution that toppled Mubarak. They attended protests together then, but drifted apart somewhat after Mubarak’s fall – Islam knew that Nasim disapproved of his ties to the Brotherhood. Still, they remained on good terms until now.
Today, he cannot imagine how Nasim can remain in an army that toppled an elected president and shot so many people.
“He has to leave the army now. It is no longer possible to support Egypt and support the Army. Those two things are incompatible,” Islam said.
“I have called him but he doesn’t answer his phone.”